My Only Love

Hey guy, don't you feel ashamed?
You're not letting me study,
You're not letting me laugh for real,
You're the cause of all my fake smiles,
You're the one who's not letting me live,
But still you're my only love.

When you're present, I wish you weren't,
When you're not with me, I wish you were,
You define confusion,
You define pain,
You define a bad boy,
But still you're my only love.

When I confessed my love for you,
You were shocked and said you weren't single,
But all your friends said you didn't like any girl.
I always stare at you from my room,
And you always stare back,
I don't think it's a staring competition,
It's just that you're playing with my heart.
Yet you're my only love.

My friends say you're too old for me,
You'll break me to a million pieces,
They point these out as if I don't already know them.
I'm too innocent, I'm too blind to see,
That you'll never be mine, you'll never love me the way I do,
But I just hope that you know this,
No girl will ever love you like I did,
I still do, and I will forever.
You'll remain my only love forever and ever.