Lies

My life is a lie,
It makes me want to die.
Everyone asks, "How are you?"
I say, "Yes I'm fine, you?"
But you know what's true?
It's because of you. Yes, you.
I wish I could ignore you, hate you,
Like you do with me,
Forget the pain that no one will ever see.
I wish you hadn't entered my life at all,
Between us there wouldn't be an invisible wall.
My world was so very beautiful indeed,
Before you entered and made it bleed,
Now that there's blood all over,
Why do you behave so innocent and sober?
Yeah you always see me smiling and laughing
But I'm a liar, that's why I don't admit that inside I'm dying.
I'm sick of trying, I'm afraid of crying,
Stop asking if I'm okay, I'm tired of lying.